why i start blogging

i'm a good girl; a good daughter, a good sister, and a good student. i dont really break rules unless i am forced to. i live to make others happy,so that they feel proud of me. if u think that i sound boring, go ahead. i dont care.

Sometimes, i find it hard to say things aloud. it terrifies me if people misunderstand me. like i said, i live to make them feel proud of me, not to let them think that i sound stupid. I dont usually make statements. My words, my feelings, any thoughts of mine are only burried inside.

This sort of attitude is unacceptable, I know. =)

When it comes to serious matter or a serious conversation, I lie still like a doll. Or when i meet new people or serious people, i became seriously quiet. i do not wish to make any efforts to make a complete fool of myself. If I were to convey my opinions, I can only do it thru writing. I dont speak much, i juz write.

When it comes to fooling around with friends, I'm actually the different kind of girl. I like fooling around with my friends a lot. I'm able to make a lot of people laugh. I'm good at it.

Basically, I dont talk about serious stuff and I dont talk much to new people....before I embarass myself to death, i prefer not talking. =)

So, blogging is the only way I could pen down my opinions and thoughts in a serious way. get it why i start blogging?

besides, i juz love to wirte..... =)